I fucking HATE jr.high boys
The kids on the bus are talking about the fake baby activity in school AND ONE OF THEM SAID
“I’ll just get my girlfriend to take care of it”
I hope that his “girlfriend” breaks up with him after he agrees to the assignment and before he gets the baby
I SHAVED MY UPPER LIP A WHILE AGO TO GET RID OF MY BLOND ASS BABY HAIRS AND THEY ARE GROWING IN DARKER!!!!!!!
TESTOSTERON
I didn’t expect it to start working this fast
In a fear of being called “chronically online”:
I will accept anyone who isn’t being harmful to other beings.
You want me to use neopronouns, me too
You want me to use noun pronouns, sure, which ones
Your a furry, neat, can I see your fur suit?
You do anything that society deems “weird” or “unusual” or “cringe”, so what, being weird and cringe is SOOOOOO cool
Anyways…
Tw: suicide
Does anyone else start to feel suicidal when they can’t tell what’s wrong. Am I just super depressed. Is this neurodivergency.
Whenever I can’t tell what I’m feeling it’s like it all just becomes negative thoughts and suicidal thinking.
Any advice
PSA: if something helps you to function, other people have zero right to make fun off you.
If bringing a teddy bear with you help you to cope, bring it with you
If you watch shows that are “meant for children” because they comfort you, then keep on watching them because other people don’t have a say
This PSA is brought to you by present Fae and meant for future Fae
I hate:
How often I need to go to therapy
How my mom treats my mental health
How my mom reacts to my choice to set boundaries
How my mom reacts to my plan in the future
The fact that my mom doesn’t like me having in person friends because she needs to drive me
The fact that even my best friends mom sees my moms flaws
The fact that I can’t do what I’m supposed to for my age but my mom refuses to get me diagnosed with ASD so I don’t have any conformation
The fact that the only person who treats me like I’m enough is my best friend
My English teacher
That one bitch in all my classes
All the stupid things my mom yells at me for
The fact that my mom said “I worry about you but I worry about how much you’re missing school for this” in response to me explain that my therapist wants me to go back next week
In conclusion: I am burnt out and can’t distinguish emotions except being angry and missing my best friend. Everything else feels muted and hopeless
I’m not as far on the ace spectrum as I thought I was…
I need someone to kiss me but I swear to god the thought of someone kissing me makes me feel sick.
Like, what?
How do I need to be kissed but also the thought repulses me
I need to kiss someone but also magically make it so I can’t be kissed back but not in a rejection way
I need someone to kiss me but without the kiss
Like wtf does my brain want right now?
Am I going insane?
Is this a neurodivergent thing? An aromantic thing? An ace spectrum thing?
WTF IS THIS?!?!?!?
I think I should just delete TikTok.
I go on tumblr and I smile and laugh because the shit on her is genuinely funny and entertaining and relatable
When I’m on TikTok I just scroll. It is rotting my brain
20 notes and delete it so I can actually enjoy being on the internet