What Is That Feeling When You're Driving Away From People And They Recede On The Plain Till You See Their

You were never brave enough to claim what was yours, always hiding behind your invisible walls, so much mystery and unnecessary darkness, your love is unreachable and undefined, it made me feel lost instead of loved...and that was my tragedy..

Screw the dump instinct that tends to weed us out from living at night, there's no such thing as loneliness once you are staring at a cloudy sky, the stars barley showing themselves shyly behind the clouds, as the wind can't cease make them sway, my pulse elevating captivated by the beauty of the immense sky, so close to heaven yet immersed in it, for a fleeting moment I'm nothing, and what a pleasure of being inexistant, breathing out, this can't be yanked out of me, it belongs to me, God, there's something I own in this mortal world, my mind whirls yet it's floating, I'm dead and yet breathing, I'm soft but somehow ruthless, I'm so close but for heaven's sake so distant, who am I ? The sun rised and you opened your swollen eyes..you've been dreaming..

Remember when we were about to jump into the waves? You grabbed my hand with all your strength and said to me, *'Just know that if I hold your hand, I will never let it go.'* Then we jumped, and the waves crashed over us while our hands were still clasped together. I still don't know if he was just talking about the game we were playing, or if he was trying to tell me how faithful he is. However, even the pressure of the water couldn't tear us apart... Summer has been over for months now. I’ve tried going out on several dates, but whenever someone tries to get close to me, I see him in my memory. He took my soul with him and flew away, and now I’m no longer capable of falling in love again. My heart already belongs to him.

A sudden thunder erupted, I am right; I am nobody.

From "Who is God" (this is what i call it in my head. Im not sure there'sa title) By @marlenaxx

And I write because this body is so expensive to waste its blood on the ground, I write because my lungs would have exploded with this amount of ink inside them, I'm so sensitive yet my ruthless soul is so disturbing...who am I ?

I'm so confused..I have no idea if my agony is due to saying goodbye to summer, because the guy I spent my vacation with left the country, or maybe both reasons combined were enough to bury me alive. My emotions for him didn't realize how close the end was from the beginning. I pretended not to care and went through the whole process of falling in love with him. I lived in the moment and didn't overthink the future. It was so strong that our willpower couldn’t avoid any attachments. I belonged to him, and every inch of him belonged to me. So, the minute he was packing his luggage, I was about to faint. Time, indifferent to our feelings, took him away, leaving me with so many memories, so many photos of him, and his name still stuck in my head...

See you next year love <3

He was staring at her with intense glares capable of evaporating her in an instant. The bubble of mystery around him was unreachable. However, beside her dark and irresistible beauty, her intelligence was the most attractive thing about her..the way her eyes shone as if she knew what was not supposed to be known. As a wizard, it was difficult to avoid her sarcastic mouth.... His hands so rebellious found their way around her neck, her body under his, and finally someone could take control of her... her eyes were fixed on his, it was such a long eyes contact that spoke louder than words, he got closer to her ears, caressing that gentle spot with his warm breath, it was so hard for her not to moan demanding more of him..

- What would you do now, princesse ? I really can do whatever I've ever wished for with this body of yours...

Desperately, she tried to shake off his hand, even screaming in pain as she pretended to suffer from his violence. Her screams coursed through his veins., now he wants more, he needs more, she's playing so dangerously.. this war of lust never ends well..

-You are taking control of my body, while in reality, I'm the one controlling your mind. Everything you desire from me is, in reality, what I exactly need from you. So don’t fucking stop..

He smirks, looking at every inch of her as if she was his praise, his prey, he owned her in the most cruel way.. his lips were so thirsty to touch her soft ones, they finally touched, and a thunder of passion erupted. She dove into his obscurity while he returned from his expulsion. For a long moment, it was just the two of them, tasting each other for eternity. He was intense, slow and she couldn't help but moan in his mouth...

Your name, as a sacred curse I've buried miles underground, having no idea that the minute I heard it aloud, the earth would aggressively tremble and spit the dead curse back to life.

And God whispered in my ear, "How long is it going to take you to surrender to my rules?" With dignity and pride, I responded, "Your possession of the rules doesn’t mean our submission to them. You really have to let us go." This time, He didn’t whisper; He spoke in my own voice and said loudly, "Wake up, little girl. You’ve fallen into the trap again. You’re way too smart." But this time, the truth invaded my spirit. I could feel it coursing through my veins:"I am you, while you are me " . A sudden thunder erupted. I’m right..I’m nobody.

Dying is pointless if it's not for love. And if my love for you is real, then remember this: you have two lives left, two chances, two hearts...