My Justice In Andrism Lifestyle And My Worldview.
My Justice in Andrism Lifestyle and My worldview.
I respect women as human beings. If they’re nothing I don’t remember their names.
I am incel, ultimate incel. But I don’t particularly like to socialize with normies, to be honest I plan on investing into mosques and Islam. As well as anything that is detrimental harm to my enemy. Justice is fear and fear of inadvertently ability of yourselves, I respect the battle royale teacher thing.
You are spoiled. You hate your parents. You get mad when people offer good advice like dont be transgender, your groomers wheeze at righteousness, the idea of doing something without pay, that is what your meritocracy forms. Black hate.
Indeed, I agree with you. You deserve to be livestock breed, a kine. Because fear is not righteousness. Fear of consequence is by which you created morality, and so forth you will enforce me as the moral king. I am not competing, I do what I ought to believe just. I don’t want to live in Meritocracy. I don’t want to play the game.
Mic dropped, goodbye.
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today is worst day, i am off killing myself.
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our existence and future is predetermined by variables around us.
some things that make you better, and some things that don't.
when I consider that I imagine I should just off myself today.
I got shock figuring out I am 22, not 21 years old. I lost track of time so badly I forgot that. I thought I was 21 and convinced myself. But I actually am 22 now. Wow, last 5 years of my life were hell. In fact, I'd say everything after 12 was already hell. It was empty void. That's why I really hate videogames, why did I spend so much time playing garbage like Dark Souls? Jesus. Uh... Fuck, I am 22 years old, holy shit I am fucked. It's time to think about my future priorities. a month in mental asylum then few years of absolute suffering and misery, anything after 2015 is blurry to me, I feel like I stopped existing as entity. I wasted a lot of time on social media, a lot of time chasing nothingness, things that possess no power in the world.
And now it's actually 2025?! My brain feels like nothing has been happening and I was genuinely rotting away. I am glad I managed to release some of these touhou videos, I am glad I managed to bring churro back. But everything in my spirit feels miserable, it's pretty obvious I am not cutout for humanity's methodology. I haven't made any friends nor any partner, I do not have any form of support at all. Not even one of family. And with my personality, with my way of being, I doubt I'll ever be able to get any. My ego is in shambles and anger as of right now. It's funny right? It's a small detail but if I said 21 it would have made me FEEL as if I accomplished a little of something. By taking a date one year further now it makes me feel like I am REALLY LATE. After all, I took a while to condition myself to the premise of "atmosphere", this is how "things are supposed to be or play out". I feel insignificant today and like the world is jusjt gonna step on me to death and there's nothing I can do. I am people pleaser, because i felt socially forced to act like one. Like that was a means of survival that I half-hazardly accepted while not feeling it in my heart. Now even complaining makes me feel like age is crawling as penalty for speaking words here. Indeed, nobody really cares. It's all fake, people only care about things that cost zero risk. Associating yourself with something weak makes you weak, isn't that right?
So, what will be my priorities for the rest of my life?
I am definitely alone and I am also not strong to defeat the world on my own, I am tired of ironyposting. I am fucking tired of watching shit youtube content. I am tired of social media hijacking my mind (when really i would've preferred living in a tribe than this fucking -technocratic place) well.. 1. I will try to work on churro as much as I can so this site works and I will use my finance to support it. Since I won't ever have a child, I can share it with the site. It can be costly for future servers and for advertising on whenever I can, but it is my genuine goal to both spend my time and money on the site. That said, I cannot do it while also working, because a few hours aren't enough to code any substantial changes or fix bugs. I will work on trying to take a gambit of perfecting the site while NEET at the moment. My second goal is touhouposting, I thought that I will have periods where I upload videos on youtube and continue doing it. Playing videogames might not be good way to spend free time, but nobody really liked me and I don't communicate so I feel this is better efficient way than all these times I tried making friends. I will probably upload touhou videos every 4 days if my time allows it, but I will eventually run out of time to edit.
So, the touhou thing isn't eternal, give it like 5 years maybe max, I hope to end it at 3. They will be published even if I die but they ought to be entertaining videos.
With that said, gym and training play huge role of my daily life. So that also takes a lot of time.
And procrastinating, I gotta talk about the worst. I am bad at dealing with abstract things, they waste my time more than anything. I am already a loser incel the way I am but when I deal with something that doesn't have a clear goal it will be bothering me. I need to manage my time so I spend the LEAST time on things that requrie entertainment over work. This stuff is something that is hard to fight when you got addicted to brainrot.
As for drawing, drawing is genuine effort workoholic example, so I priotize drawing in free time over meaningless conversations with people who only care about themselves anyway + doom feedscrolling (awful i hate it i am not gonna do it anymroe notgonnadoit My life looks pretty shady according to human standard, but I never went to bars or anything like that, in fact maybe its peopel who are shady and they have the majority. So, what do I do after I get churro perfect and upload all vids I wanted? hm....
yep, I'm probably gonna die. I wouldn't know anything anymore, it'd be nice to have son who would manage churro, maybe I can adopt somebody at very late age as ultra-cuck or something, I am getting tired of typing....
I fucking hate normies.
I hate how they speak. I hate how its impossible to connect to them or they’re so cruel. Normies are absolute abominable and scary, they always look down at me with intent to fuck me over. And they’re evil hypocrites who are like super evil and all like fairy tale beasts from some old germanic grimm origins.
All normies want is to destroy the world. Their way of thinking is so mindfucked I look at them like how an angel looks at it, - in a way of complete indifference and normies are fucking idiots with no way Ill respect them.
Post ALREADY
I am
Depressed
Existentially.
I take rest right now for hour
Reminder that if you did not stop playing dark souls in 2020 or later in any time you would’ve become autistic tranny like picrel.
I guess this is what all pyromancer players transition to.
thought about the transgender bpd dark souls level up girlie again and got really irl sad at the concept of someone just walking away from her
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>japanese contemporary history lessons
yes man.
