Happy New Year’s 😊❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Have you guys ever had those moments where you just couldn’t deal with certain relatives because they said something you find offensive and drive you crazy ? Well I most certainly did.

This happened to me on Christmas morning when I was visiting my grandparents house with my mom to drop off gifts and when we were all chatting about stuff and at one point during the conversation, one of my aunts, my mom’s youngest sister, said something offensive and by offensive I’m referring to her just causally saying a racial slur and that would be the n-word..... now because I like to be a respectful human being ( unlike my aunt) I immediately told her not to say it simply because it’s a slur and she kept repeating it a few times because she knew it will piss me off and after mentally recalling how I try to limit my interactions with her from “ hi, how are you?” or “ hi and bye” or “thank you” when she gives me stuff and lastly some small talk , because we have different views of the world such as politics, she’s republican and I’m a democrat( although most of the time I don’t care about politics), and I think racism is terrible and I support the LGBTQ+ community while she casually says racial and homophobic slurs like it’s nothing, AnD SHe WOndEr’S WHy I’M aT oDds WiTh HEr?!?!?!??!? Honestly as I much love to give her a chunk of my mind and throw some curse words while I’m at it BECAUSE SHE JUST DROVE ME TO THE BRINK OF INSANITY, but the only thing I did was step outside of the house and scream into my jacket and mentally cursing at her because she drives pretty much everyone ( notably me, my mom, and my other aunt) CRAZY

So moral of the story, if you have relatives that drive you crazy just keep your distance and try not to lose your cool because I almost did and please try to be nice to one another.

( Okay a little reblog because I have more to say)

Honestly, the more I think about this incident the more I realized , how in the world did my mom and other aunt( her younger sister) survive growing up with aunt A ???( the one who said the slurs , we’ll call her aunt A to differentiate from my other aunt) , like seriously how did they keep their sanity intact while I struggled to remain the little angel on someone’s shoulder and put on a mask like nothings wrong around her, Well fuck that apparently!!!! Because after that incident I might as well be the fallen angel at this point because I could only put up with her for so long because at this point I’m at the point of where I’m starting to go crazy and if this keeps up it might as well be no more “little miss nice girl” because it’s only a matter of time before I drop the “nice act” around her and then give her a chunk of my mind on how I really feel and bitch about it like there is no tomorrow !!!!!!

Have you guys ever had those moments where you just couldn’t deal with certain relatives because they said something you find offensive and drive you crazy ? Well I most certainly did.

This happened to me on Christmas morning when I was visiting my grandparents house with my mom to drop off gifts and when we were all chatting about stuff and at one point during the conversation, one of my aunts, my mom’s youngest sister, said something offensive and by offensive I’m referring to her just causally saying a racial slur and that would be the n-word..... now because I like to be a respectful human being ( unlike my aunt) I immediately told her not to say it simply because it’s a slur and she kept repeating it a few times because she knew it will piss me off and after mentally recalling how I try to limit my interactions with her from “ hi, how are you?” or “ hi and bye” or “thank you” when she gives me stuff and lastly some small talk , because we have different views of the world such as politics, she’s republican and I’m a democrat( although most of the time I don’t care about politics), and I think racism is terrible and I support the LGBTQ+ community while she casually says racial and homophobic slurs like it’s nothing, AnD SHe WOndEr’S WHy I’M aT oDds WiTh HEr?!?!?!??!? Honestly as I much love to give her a chunk of my mind and throw some curse words while I’m at it BECAUSE SHE JUST DROVE ME TO THE BRINK OF INSANITY, but the only thing I did was step outside of the house and scream into my jacket and mentally cursing at her because she drives pretty much everyone ( notably me, my mom, and my other aunt) CRAZY

So moral of the story, if you have relatives that drive you crazy just keep your distance and try not to lose your cool because I almost did and please try to be nice to one another.

It’ll be okay * pats head * and don’t worry I have your back

* hugs and wraps my wings around you* it’s okay, I’m here, you’ll be okay

ALL I AM IS MISSING CORRUPT-ANON.....he kept his word I was about to promise him I will not do it again but he blocked me.....*cries harder *i-i don’t wanna say goodbye.....

Some Octavinelle headcanons I guess

I think of these in the dead of night while trying to sleep and I’m bored so yeah... I’m pretty sure some of these headcanons people have already posted or some variation of them but who cares? Me. I do. I apologize other TW fans! I swear I’m not trying to steal steal from you! I am a simple pleb. Also I’m procrastinating other stuff soooo.........

Azul

Gotta start with my main man.

He wears a pale yellow oversized sweater with one shoulder bare and pastel teal short shorts with white lace embroidery to sleep. You cannot rip that mental image out of my head. JUST THINK OF THAT SOFT AESTHETIC!

He’s a Kpop fan.

I imagine he was self conscious of his voice as a child and he would always have a tiny panic attack when asked to sing. He got over it eventually and now is more confident to sing.

He doesn’t sing in the shower though.

He takes bathes more often than showering. 9/10 he’s taking a bath instead of a shower.

He probably wears perfume cologne.

AZUL. HATES. SAPPY. LOVE. SONGS.

Not because he thinks they’re bad, he doesn’t believe in that type of love where it’s unconditional and pure. He sees love and relationships as a bargain, an I get something and you get something. (Dear lord get this man a date)

Sometimes when he’s bored he likes to watch the braincell bounce between Jade and Floyd when they ask around the school if anyone would like to make a bargain. More on that in Jade and Floyd’s headcanons.

He has a soft spot for jellyfish.

Dis boy can WORK heels.

Very rarely does he get emotional but when he does he becomes an entirely different person. He’ll lock himself in his room and not come out until he’s cried it all out and always comes out as his usual composed self. He never lets anyone in when he has those moments except for the rare times Floyd and Jade are able to break in. He always tells them to get out though...

Ok more happy headcanon before moving on to the next person, he’s a really good actor. He can play almost any part, even female roles. (But let’s be honest, Azul you have a feminine face and probably a feminine body if you take your clothes off)

Jade

Because why not? I’m just going to go by dorms from here on out.

He can seduce people very well.

His brother can too but Jade’s is more of a soft seduction. Like he teases whoever his victim is until they’re nothing but a flustered mess. Only then does he get more forceful. (Man I feel bad for Ace then)

I feel like he’s the type to own a ferret but I don’t know why.

Azul walks in the dorm. “Why is there a ferret swinging from the ceiling fan?”

“I CAN’T GET HIM DOWN!”

He names the ferret Jetsam.

In all honesty, I think Jade is the stronger twin. Not physically but mentally so he can take more than Floyd. Often when either Azul or Floyd are in a mood Jade is the one who comforts them.

Jade has so far not had a breakdown but Azul is sometimes concerned for him while Floyd just assumes his brother is ok.

Jade hogs all the brain cells though.

The twins only had 15 brain cells to share between them. Jade got 10 and Floyd got 5.

Occasionally the fight over a 6th or 11th brain cell. Jade wins 2/3 times.

Floyd

I have more headcanons for Floyd than his brother and that makes me sad...

Floyd uses accidental seduction.

Like he comes up to you and it feels like he’s seducing you but he’s not trying to.

After the first ferret they got another ferret for Floyd.

He named it Floatsam.

He’s not sure where Floatsam is...

Cue Azul screaming in the shower.

Like in the thing above, Floyd is the weaker twin mentally. He doesn’t quite understand his moods and often times brushes it off until it just explodes.

Whenever that happens he’s broken for quite a while, relying on his brother for the most simplest things.

Floyd can rap.

So brain cells, Floyd has 5. Whenever he wins a 6th brain cell he uses it for stupid things

DIS BOY CAN DOLPHIN FREAKING JUMP IN THE AIR AND CATCH FOOD IN HIS MOUTH LIKE A SEAL

DIS B**** EMPTY! YEET! *Lilia yeets food into the air*

*Floyd jumps off the staircase and catches it in his mouth*

He got a concussion after that.

Floyd can take a beating though, not that you should beat up this baby boi, and if he takes off his clothes (in the not weird, intimate way) he has a lot of bruises and scabs.

Not from fights, he’s just really clumsy and does dumb things sometimes.

Uhh...... so that’s all I got.......

I have more headcanons but I’m lazy so...... yeah.

Good to have you back 👍

OvO

I have returned! The break has just made me feel..,in a way, relaxed but lonely and I have missed all of you guys!!

I have gotten very bored and decided to log back into to tumblr.

And my I say- WHAT'S BEEN HAPPENING??

That’s so sad * pats you on the back * it’s okay, you’ll be okay

* hugs and wraps my wings around you* it’s okay, I’m here, you’ll be okay

ALL I AM IS MISSING CORRUPT-ANON.....he kept his word I was about to promise him I will not do it again but he blocked me.....*cries harder *i-i don’t wanna say goodbye.....

Me, the fallen angel , watching from a distance: 👏 I approve of this 👏

My baby brother Leo and me killed Anon

You should see a doctor!!! - I’m getting really worried here!

Please take care yourself…I’m worried for your well-being

My stomach h-hurts too much.......

SPOILER WARNING

Okay I know a lot of people keep bringing this up but I just want to get this off my chest.... WTF WAS UP WITH THE WRITING FOR BOOK 4?!?!?!?!?! Okay first we get that everyone is under sleep spells and they can’t wake up and then the summoner goes missing, Then we are greeted by Freyja who might as well be declared as fire emblems worst villain because her motivation for being evil was apparently because she was bullied for having an ugly nose ( that’s a petty reason to be evil over a birthmark) and being a simp for her brother! And then we have Sharena go through an identity crisis and it makes us wonder if she really is Sharena because this story has been really confusing for every chapter that was released!!!! And then we realized that the summoner was actually with us the whole time because as it turns out we were Alfonse this entire time and it was Alfonse who was actually the summoner because apparently he wiped out his own existence at the end of Book 3!!! Like....WTF, it’s like everything and everyone we thought we knew about... was all a lie. Seriously this book has been one massive mind fuck , I’m scared for what’s going to happen in book 5

Me: ( takes one good look at fafnir’s sprite and tries not to talk about how awesome his mecha/seidjarn/ gullinbursti looks so far)

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