But Indeed There Is Relief, A Calm And Ease

but indeed there is relief, a calm and ease

in finally letting go

letting go of the things I hold dear

lovers, beliefs, hopes and dreams

is this some great realization?

or a lazy resignation?

but all will eventually be lost, wither and die

pointlessly pursuing what ends in emptiness

the more I age

the emptier I become, the more hollow

the more I live, the less meaning life offers

nothing fills me, everything exhausts me

nothing satisfies me, an unending yearning

there is no rest, only chaos and restlessness

so I give up this pointless fight,

better to be lost and relieved

-Nidhi Bhasin

7 days, I did not let the flowers die

then I talk about “giving up”, daft indeed.

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i look at her waves

and that beautiful turquoise

watch her dance the way she loves

as she makes soothing noise

i stand on the sand

and let the water reach my toes

it makes me feel much better

reliefs me of my woes

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she's certainly not mine

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