Calderonseaserio - Ur Go To Diane Impersonator

me (im on sertraline)

but indeed there is relief, a calm and ease

in finally letting go

letting go of the things I hold dear

lovers, beliefs, hopes and dreams

is this some great realization?

or a lazy resignation?

but all will eventually be lost, wither and die

pointlessly pursuing what ends in emptiness

the more I age

the emptier I become, the more hollow

the more I live, the less meaning life offers

nothing fills me, everything exhausts me

nothing satisfies me, an unending yearning

there is no rest, only chaos and restlessness

so I give up this pointless fight,

better to be lost and relieved

.

-Nidhi Bhasin

7 days, I did not let the flowers die

then I talk about “giving up”, daft indeed.

I wish I could just lay on the grass

Without feeling like bugs creep over me

And enjoy the sunlight

Without feeling like it burns the most sensitive parts of my skin

I just can't seem to take a moment to breathe

Not even when I fall asleep

Why can't things just be okay?

Why can't things just be easy?

I don't want to learn

I don't want to grow

I don't want to be a better person

I just want to make time stop

I don't want to worry about other people

I don't want to worry about myself

I'd just like to stay in bed all day

And let the good times run away

All I ever wanted was to be needed. To have someone else justify my existing. Maybe then breathing would feel less like stealing.

biggest loser girl you’ll ever meet

don't bring me wishes of silly dreams

“I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.”

— Franz Kafka

he's just like me fr

i feel so gross knowing i ate all the food on my plate but they didn’t even make a dent in theirs. like hello wdym