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4 years ago
I Know I’m Late But

I know I’m late but

wait are alt!sam and dean invited


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4 years ago

Not me listening, once again, to chariot by Jacob Lee and imagining a Saileen wedding where Jack’s the flower boy and Garth’s daughter is the ring bearer and Jack comes out to like a fourth of the way down the aisle and just dumps the entire basket on the ground and Dean has to run over to him and Jack’s like “am I in trouble?” But dean assured him he’s not and helps him to scoop as much of the petals as they can back into the basket and helps him properly spread them and of COURSE Bobby officiates and of COURSE Crowley acts like a drunken jealous ex the entire time and at the end when Eileen throws the bouquet she specifically yells “Hey Dean this is for you you lonely bitch!” And YEETS it aggressively at him so dean catches it and Cas comes towards him with a questioning look before dean rolls his eyes and pulls him into a kiss before separating and going “welp, looks like we’ve got a gay wedding to plan” and everyone laughs and then jack runs up to them and goes “My daddies are getting married??” And Dean’s like “yeah squirt we’re getting married, your daddies are getting married!” And also Claire and Kaia smoosh cake in eachother’s faces I’m so soft 🥺


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1 year ago

There it is again. That familiar urge to finish Supernatural knowing damn well I'll give up before I reach s15


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9 months ago
💡 Day 6 — Electric 💡

💡 Day 6 — electric 💡

Is it Lamp Cas you guys are talking about?

I kinda... Got lost in time... Yeah...

💡 Day 6 — Electric 💡
💡 Day 6 — Electric 💡


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4 years ago

Can someone help Me!

I'm looking for a Fanfiction, which I don't even know if it exists, and I want to read it so badly!

So you know that episode where a witch is controlling a creature in season 11, and it'll kill someone with their deepest desire, or something along those lines, and how for Dean it was Amara, well is the a fanfic out there of it being Cas? Cause I would love to read it! And if you could help me out that would be wonderful!


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3 years ago

might I add that in Italian dean never calls cas “cas” or any nickname at all? he just continues on calling him castiel ALL seasons which, apart from changing the perspective one has of their relationship (for example in the ep where dean says “ morning, sunshine “, in Italian the line was dubbed to be just “buongiorno, castiel”), didn’t make any sense since most of the time the dub didn’t actually fit jensen’s lips. so yea. they really did say i want to fuck you (platonically) from the start


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3 years ago

little ((bad)) something i wrote because insanity y’know. also I miss them.

“Cas, am I old?” Dean asks one day, looking towards the mirror, arms slouched along the sides, strays of grey hair muffled.

Cas - lying on the bed, bare torso, messy hair on top of his head - turns and looks at him questioningly.

Dean glances back at Cas through the mirror.

“What’s the matter?" Cas asks.

Dean’s firm lips hold a breath before answering. He lightly sighs, scratches his nape nervously and snorts “It’s— Nothing, ‘s just..nothing.”

“Dean” Cas says like he always does - fond, serious, apprehensive, loving- when Dean acts like that and Cas gets out of the bed, bedsheets slowly tracing and abandoning his body and hugs him from behind- bare torso, warm against dean - and places a soft kiss on the shoulder.

He glances at the mirror. Sees dean staring at his reflection.

“You are beautiful, Dean” Cas says. Plain and simple just because it’s true, just because he can say those things to Dean, just because Dean deserves to hear them. And Dean full on freezes. And Cas’ heart breaks a little.

When dean speaks again, his voice comes out in a rasp “’M turning 50 this year, Cas”

“That’s how birthdays work, Dean”

Dean elbows him softly but his voice is filled with a hint of laughter “You are spending too much time with Sam. Can’t handle two sarcastic-pain-in-the-ass nerds”

Cas huffs a laughter and kisses dean on the cheek. Dean’s body warm and soft against the cold air that fills the room.

“You turning 50 doesn’t determine your beauty, Dean. Or whatever it is you are concerned about now”

“Not concerned just— yeah, whatever”Dean snorts, still staring at his reflection. His right hand follows the outlines of his appearance, a grimace holding his lips.

“It’s just...My belly. Always had defined abs, you know and now it’s all soft”

Cas looks at him for a while, light sighs filling the room. Dean seems to tighten from his gaze.

“I love your belly, Dean” Cas slowly murmurs, locking eyes with the other man’s reflection. “I like putting my head there at night when we read in silence or when you put a movie on. One of those movies you love so much. I like to plant kisses there, seeing you blush under my displays of affection”

Dean remains silent for a moment, then: “I don’t blush”

Cas rolls his eyes, a gesture he has learned from watching human behavior and that finds pretty useful when dealing with the winchesters. A smile tugs his lips.

He kisses Dean’s collarbone -once, twice- and feels Dean leaning in the embrace.

“My hair.. I-“

Cas doesn’t miss a beat: “Few and little grey hairs at your sides, on the top and back of your head. I have them too and I think they suit you. It seems to mark your stay on earth, Dean. When a new one grows it’s like a confirm you are here and you are okay. That we are okay, are we, Dean?”

Cas knows the answer. Has known for a long time now.

It’s in the way they look at each other at night, intimate and vulnerable, fingers intertwined and legs dangling from the bed.

It’s in the mornings and the silence they mutually share, in the walk towards the kitchen, sometimes alone founding the other already there, cup of coffee in their hands and another ready for them to drink; sometimes together, grumpy and slightly tired and so in love.

It’s in Dean’s ever so green eyes looking at him with ease, in their fights from time to time that leave them angry and sad and confused, hands still holding the other’s, it’s in the nightmares and the caring and the memories and the hope. it’s in everything they are and in nothing less than that.

“Of course we are, dumbass” Dean says, rolling his eyes. Then:”My-“

“Dean” Cas states "Turn around”

And Dean does. And Cas kisses him while he talks-every part he can reach.

“You have little crinkles forming at your eyes when you smile now. I love them, I love seeing them because I love seeing you smile and laugh and grin just like you do. I like your softness, your hair, your belly, the freckles that seem to have increased, your strays of grey hair. I love the scars you have that are healing. I hate that you have them, that you had to go through such sufference, but you have them and it’s okay, Dean. It’s okay to have them and to be reminded of how strong you were. Of how strong you are. I love everything about what makes you feel older in a way because to me, it’s a sign that this, all of this, is real, that this is happening, that you are aging and living your life just like you deserve to, that you are safe and, hopefully, happy and serene. And that you feel loved- There’s nothing I want more than that, I hope you know it. And more, more than anything, Dean, your soul is beautiful. Pure light shining and glowing every time I look at you, and I know you are judging yourself from just your physicality- It’s something humans tend to do, but oh, dean if they.. if you could just see how incredible and pure and clean and wonderful you really are.... if you could just see yourself once, just once from my perspective, see how I see you, how I perceive you. I will spend everyday I get to have on this planet telling you just how beautiful you are, Dean, until you can finally realize the beauty you hold into your heart. You are beautiful, Dean. Still and always. Absolutely ethereal and I am so deeply in love with you”

If Dean sheds some tears, that’s nobody’s business, but Cas holds him tightly then and there and talks to him, softly traces his body murmuring praises and Dean breaks and breaks and breaks. But he is with Cas. He is safe. He can let himself break.

“Dean.. I- Me growing older, it’s okay for you isn’t it?”Cas asks at some point. Silence stretching between them.

“There was never one, there’s no one and there will never be one I’d rather growing older with than you, Cas”

“Plus" Dean adds, grinning “I love your grey hair. Makes you look like a dilf.”

“Dean”


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3 years ago

Reapers

Castiel x female!reader

Word count:2.0k

Warnings:none, mild blood warning

Summary: You run into a bunch of Vampires and need to pray to your Angel to save you...

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Reapers

I desperately grabbed my machete, jumped up as quickly as possible and ran off.

They were after me. They were all after me. I had killed the leader of the vampires to save Sam and Dean from death.

Now I had the dilemma. About ten vampires were chasing me, and I only had a single machete.

I was hoping for a miracle when I ran into the woods. So, you know, a real miracle, I was hoping Castiel would show up.

But at first nothing happened, I just kept walking, looking for a usable hiding place.

But far and wide there was nothing but trees, of course, because I had fled into a fucking forest.

"Damn it", I stopped and looked around. Nothing, but the silence ... It was ... Too quiet.

Then, suddenly without any sound, I felt someone kick me hard in the back and I was thrown into a tree.

"Heaven's sake!", I groaned, getting up.

I felt blood run out of my nose.

The vampire in front of me licked his lips greedily.

He jumped at me, but before he could strike, I lifted my machete and cut off his head.

His body fell to the ground in front of me while his head flew a few feet away.

I looked around cautiously, nothing else, so I kept walking.

But as I stepped over the body of the dead vampire, I heard a hiss.

"David!?" Someone shouted and my neck was grabbed suddenly.

A female vampire pushed me to the ground and clawed her fingernails into my shoulder.

I screamed as it left bloody marks up to my collarbone.

"I loved him!" She cried and leaned down to me.

Her breath smelled of dead animal.

"Again," I choked out and looked around. My weapon was next to us, about half a meter away.

"I'm going to kill you!" She screamed completely mad.

"Oh yeah ?!" I grinned and held out my arm for the machete unnoticed.

"On the spot !!" she screeched.

At that exact moment, my fingertips touched the handle of my weapon. I pulled it towards me with a deft hand movement and just as the vampire lady lifted her head to strike me, I knocked her head off.

It flew out of sight into a rabbit hole while her body fell on me.

"Terrible," I mumbled, digging out from under her.

But I could already hear the next vampires.

There were at least two by the footsteps I could hear, maybe more.

"Castiel, my love", I whispered and stood up, "I need you, please"

As quickly as possible and ran deeper into the forest.

I had completely lost my orientation and was prevented by the wound in my shoulder.

The vampires came closer, I clearly heard that and I could only hope.

All of a sudden, I found myself huddled against a tree, with two vampires crouching in front of me, staring at me in disgust.

"You will die a painful death," one of them whispered.

The second was silent, he looked young, but by no means inexperienced.

"All right," I mumbled, "Let's go then"

The boy's arms shot out and he pressed them to my throat.

I tried to breathe, but he cut off my neck.

I gasped but couldn't get any air into my lungs.

The young vampire pressed his hands tighter and tighter around my throat and I felt his fingernails dig into my flesh.

Blood ran down my neck and dripped onto his hand.

Suddenly he loosened his grip and licked the blood from the back of his hand.

Fortunately for me, if he had just squeezed a second longer, I would have lost consciousness.

I felt the young vampire's tongue run up my neck and he licked off the blood.

But his partner also wanted a piece of me.

He pushed his buddy aside and grabbed my collar.

He pulled me towards him and threw his head back. A hideous laugh left his throat as he jerked his teeth out.

With one hand he pressed my face up to have full access to my neck.

That's it, I thought.

But when he tried to push his teeth into my throat, he was suddenly stopped.

A hand grabbed his throat and pulled him away from me.

I sank to the ground, relieved.

I looked up and saw Castiel, who tore off the vampire's head with his bare hands.

But the younger vampire came up to me.

I tried to sit up but was too weak.

When he started to jump, Castiel stepped protectively in front of me.

He leaned down and grabbed the vampire's jaw and lifted him up easily.

"Don't you dare touch her again," he whispered menacingly and threw him between the trees.

"All of you!!", Castiel shouted and raised his arms.

An unfathomable thunderstorm seemed to be coming and thunder rolled through the forest.

,,Disappear!!"

I heard the bushes and leaves rustle and, a moment later, footsteps moving away quickly.

Involuntarily I had to grin and tried to straighten up, but my shoulder burned like hellfire.

"Y / N", Castiel mumbled and ran to me.

Timidly he put his hand on my cheek.

"Stay calm. I'll take care of it," he assured me and put the other hand on the wound in my shoulder.

I groaned in pain.

"Cas ...?" I said softly when I felt myself go blank.

"Y / N, everything will be fine," I heard doubt in his voice.

I carefully placed my hand over his.

"Everything will be fine," I muttered before falling into darkness.

"Y / N," called Dean ..he had been able to break free with Sam and was now looking for Y / N.

"Where can she be?" Sam mumbled and looked at his brother.

,, I do not know, but I hope that Cas is with her. .there were too many vampires, she could never have done it on her own. "

A loud crash silenced the brothers.

"Dissappear!!" Someone called behind them and less than two seconds later, several vampires chased past them. Their faces contorted with fear.

"That way", the two said in unison and ran to the source of the call.

When they passed the last bushes, the brothers stopped apruptly.

They saw Castiel, their friend the angel, leaning over someone.

Around the two of them, a not insignificant amount of blood graced the floor.

"Y / N", Dean whispered and ran towards the couple, his little brother right behind him.

"Castiel", Sam yellwd when the two reached the angel.

"Damn it", Dean muttered when he saw the unconscious Y / N.

"Quick", Castiel said and put Y / N's arm around his shoulder. Carefully he lifted her up.

"She needs help," he whispered worriedly and hurried away. The Winchesters hto on his heels ...

Reapers

I stared into the darkness, I tried to move but couldn't, I just stood there in endless darkness.

..Suddenly a blazing light blinded me. I wanted to raise my hand, but that wasn't possible either. I narrowed my eyes as the light grew brighter and brighter.

A hum sounded and grew steadily louder.

I wanted to cover my ears, wanted to scream that it should stop, but nothing happened. I just closed my eyes and sank my head when suddenly everything around me went black again and there was silence.

"You can open your eyes again now, dear", said a woman's voice.

I looked up carefully. In front of me was a black-haired woman in jeans and a leather jacket. She gave me a friendly smile.

"Hello Y / N," she said as if we were old friends.

"Is it time?" I sighed and looked at her.

"That depends entirely on you," she smiled and put her hands in her trouser's pockets.

She walked around me slowly.

"Do you really want to continue living this life? A life full of danger?"

"No," I said frankly.

,, A life where you could die every day. A life where you keep losing your friends? Where you have no real home, no family, no love? "

"There is love in my life," I snorted angrily, "Sam and Dean are like brothers to me. I would do anything for them and they would do anything for me. And I have Castiel"

She just laughed: "The angel?"

I felt anger grow in me. How dared this Reaper questioning my life?

"He loves me and I love him, there is nothing to be shaken about. He is the most honest, loyal and empathetic ..." I hesitated.

"Human?" She asked.

"I know, yes", I said resolutely, "Castiel is more human than many others"

"Of course", the Reaper grinned.

"You are truly convinced of it," she said.

"I'm not convinced," I shouted angrily and, without noticing it, took a step towards her.

,,I know it!"

I suddenly woke up, breathing heavily, I looked around.

Castiel, Dean and Sam were all in the room. They looked at me in disbelief.

"Y / N", Castiel whispered and was immediately with me.

He sat down next to me on the bed and pulled me into his arms.

I hugged him tightly and buried my face in his shoulder.

"Cas", I mumbled and looked at him.

I gently stroked his cheek.

"You saved me," I mumbled and hugged him again.

Relieved, he returned the hug and ran his hands through my hair.

With an effort I parted from him and jumped up.

My legs weren't as strong as usual, but they carried my weight.

I rushed to Dean, who wanted to hug me, but I hit him across the face.

Appruptly he stopped, Sam next to him too.

I turned to him and also hit him across the face.

The brothers looked at me in confusion.

“For almost getting yourself killed so easily. How could you be so stupid as to storm into a nest full of vampires by yourself? "I said angrily.

"We ...", Dean stammered, but I just smiled.

I held out my arms to him and he happily hugged me. His strong arms wrapped around my waist and he buried his face in my hair.

"Never do that again," he muttered, letting go of me a little.

Sam also pulled me to him and hugged me.

He lifted me a little and turned us in circles.

I giggled like a child.

"I thought we'd never hear your laugh again," Sam said happily, lowering me to the ground.

"You're like a sister to us", Dean mumbled and carefully kissed me on the forehead.

I smiled and looked around.

Castiel was still sitting on the edge of the bed and watched everything in silence.

"Oh", Sam said.

"We'd better leave you two alone",Dean added and opened the door.

"I'm glad you're okay," he said before the two disappeared.

I turned around, Castiel's blue eyes watched me curiously.

I slowly sat down beside him on the bed.

I took his hand and laced our fingers.

"Have you seen one?",Cas Asked and looked up, "A Reaper?"

"Yes," I said and caressed his hand.

"A man or a Women?", the angel asked curiosly.

I sighed and leaned against his shoulder: "Is that so important?"

"No", Castiel gently put an arm around me.

"You live, that matters"

I looked up at him .I smiled and approached him cautiously.

Castiel put his hand on my shoulder and carefully traced the new scar down to my collarbone.

"It's just a scar," I whispered, leaning my forehead against his.

"Yes", he replied and let his hand wander to my throat, all the way to my neck.

Timidly he pulled me closer to him.

I closed my eyes when I felt his soft lips meet mine.

I felt the passion and happiness in the kiss, as if he was infinitely happy to be able to kiss me again.

Breathing heavily, we parted.

I leaned on Cas'

"I love you," I whispered, wrapping my arms around his torso.

I felt him smile as he rested his chin on my shoulder: “And I love you, Y / N. Until the end of time."


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