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supernatural S2E20 spoilers 🤍

yk i’m stressed all the way out when i’ve been on the verge of crying this whole episode because you can visually see how much dean knows he doesn’t belong here and how his entire family is like gently pushing him away but the moment he breaks the illusion and you see the sam who knows how to fight and can protect dean and himself and has been called sammy all his life i literally started shaking this is such a joyous moment that sam sam the one and only is back i missed him so much his civilian version was giving me major ick i literally love him

ALSO THE FACT THAT IN HIS PERFECT LIFE HIS DAD IS DEAD IS SO UPSETTING BC LIKE IT PROVES VERY MUCH HOW HORRID OF A FATHER JOHN WAS FOR PUTTING MY BABYGIRLS THROUGH THAT

LAY YOUR WEARY HEAD TO REEEST

DONT YOU CRY NO MORE

If you don't use the word "wayward" you're missing out, it's not just for like monks with rebellious pupils you can use it for your keys and shit

I don't know if anybody else has realized this but there was a little bit of unintentional foreshadowing I think, about the Winchester boys in season 1 when they're still hunting the yellow eyed demon, and dean wants to stop to get prepared before continuing but sam doesn't near the end of season 1. Dean tells Sam that he wants to stop because he's gonna end up burying his dad and his brother but by the end of the show Sam is the one that ends up burying his dad and his brother.

Secrets Suck, Man

Sam Winchester x fem!reader

With Dean being heavily against the idea of dating while on the job, Sam and you figure out secret ways to be together without Dean knowing. Except, here’s the thing, he already knows.

Angst, fluff, cute stuff with Sam. Takes place during Season 12.

Third Person Pov

"Sam, how many times do I need to tell ya that it's a bad idea. Hunters don't get a normal life and if they did, they ain't hunters no more." Dean lectured Sam who sat in the passenger seat of their 1967 Chevrolet Impala.

"Dean, all I'm saying is maybe it's not a bad idea to be with a hunter. At least you both understand the life and the risks." Sam pleated with Dean trying to get him to see his point of view on the situation.

"Dude, you really want to watch the person you love die because you were busy saving someone else?" Dean asks seriously.

"No, I wouldn't want that even if I wasn't a hunter, Dean. But at some point, I think it's okay as long as both parties understand the risk." Sam spoke with coming off harsher than before.

"Drop it, you know my thoughts on it Sam. It's not a good idea." Dean jabbed back as he turned up the radio to some 80's rock song.

"Fine." Sam sighed in defeat knowing that his plan to try to tell Dean that he already had a girlfriend and that person happened to be you.

Two hours later...

Sam and Dean made their way into the bunker where you were. Sam saw you and gave you a quick, but loving smile. While you waited on them to return, you read the same lore books hoping to find something new in them only to be disappointed again. You smiled back at him making sure that Dean didn't notice you looking at Sam. Speaking of Dean he said a quick hello and sat down on the chair in front of you kicking his muddy boots up on the table.

"Hey, I'm glad your back and everything Dean, but take your shoes off the table please." You asked him rolling your eyes.

"Whatever, did you find anything in the lore about Nephilim" He questioned doing what you asked.

"Same as before, I still only know what I've read for the millionth time and Cass's knowledge." you sighed rubbing your hand around your sore neck. This caught Sam's attention and he made a mental note to himself to help you out later.

"Don't worry we'll figure it out, we've just got to keep looking." Sam reassured putting his hand on your shoulder and giving it a reassuring squeeze.

"Yeah, don't worry about it Y/n, we've dealt with worse and won." Dean butted in.

"Yeah, I think the apocalypse and the darkness are a lot worse than this by far. I'd still rather deal with a nest of vamps than this though." You half joked.

"You and me both." Dean sighed getting up out of his seat and walking towards the hallway. "I'm gonna take a much-needed shower see you guys at dinner." Dean spoke walking away to the showers.

As soon as he was gone you rushed towards Sam and gave him a hug. Breathing him in and feeling his body against yours invited instant comfort and happiness to your stressed-out body and mind. And to Sam, he found the same comfort as his arms immediately wrapped around you as he placed his left check on the top of your head. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes allowing himself to be in the moment with you and forget all of the shit that is piled on them once again. He loved you and even having a little time alone was worth the world to him. After some time of just being there with him, your curiosity became too much and the elephant in the room needed to be addressed.

"Baby, what did Dean say?" You asked him raising your head while still holding Sam in your arms. He looked at you with a sad but loving gaze as you waited on his response.

"Same thing as before, he's against it." Sam sighed sadly. "But I don't care he can just deal with it. Secrets suck and I'm tired of keeping our feelings for one another away from Dean. I mean even Cass knows." Sam spoke trying to convince you.

"Yeah, I get that, I just really don't want an angry Dean top of the shit pile that we already have. I really want to tell him, don't get me wrong, I'm just scared to see how he'll react. Hell, I'd rather face Amara again than tell Dean, but I think it's important that we do." You pleaded with him trying to get him to see your point of view.

"Baby, if Dean gets mad that's on him. We are both adults and I think it'll be okay. I know your nervous, but trust me Dean at his core is a really big softie." He reassured rubbing your arms up and down.

"I still feel weird about it, but I think I'm just scared of his reaction, mostly." You whispered putting your forehead on the center of his chest.

"We don't need to tell him right now, we can wait as long as you need." Sam

“Thank you Sammy, that means a lot.” You say smiling at his sweetness.

Just as you two were about to break your hugs out comes Dean wearing his grey robe with an annoyed expression on his face. You were nervous and could tell that had whenever was wrong was serious.

“Dammit, If you two are gonna be together be fucking careful because this life ain’t pretty for us. I’ll support it if you guys do that. I guess some of us should have something good in this shit show.” Dean quickly said before a leaking away. As he did he did a double take. “And you two need to get better at whispering because I could hear everything.” He said annoyed as he walked away.

You both stood there dumbfounded at what just happened. You looked at each other and laughed at the situation. Sam then leaned down and captured your lips into a soft and sweet kiss. He broke the kiss giving you another big smile as he chuckled.

“Well I guess the secrets out.” Sam joked

“Yeah, and by what he said I guess he’s known for awhile now.” You say letting out a deep breath hugging Sam closer relieved that you don’t need to hide out of fear.

“Yeah, I’m just glad that with all of the shit that’s been happening that I still have you by my side. And no matter what I’ll be there for you.” He reassured

“Aww Sammy me too, I love you. And Dean’s right we should be careful about all of this.” You told Sammy nearly sounding like Dean.

“You’re right about that. And Deans right about another thing too. That it’s good that we’ve found happiness in this shit show.” Sam smiled.

“Yeah, we really did. I love you Sammy Winchester.” You proclaimed

“I love you too Y/n L/n.” Sam responded hugging you tighter.

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So I help teach Sunday school to kindergarteners at my church and I just wanna know WHICH ONE OF YALLS ICE SKATER AU FANART MADE IT INTO A GAME ABOUT MAKING GOOD CHOICES ?????

for reference this was the fanart

Why does nobody talk about S14E16?!??! I’m like barley 5 minutes into it and it’s so S1 coded. Like the pre intro bit has some of the WORST acting I’ve ever seen, it starts with two kids making out in a car with spooky nosies AND the girl dies. Small town, police being emotional invest + protective of the case, just Sam and Dean, we’re fbi, ghostface next gen hanging with Jack, the guest stars (father- son duo) mirroring Sam and Dean (father-son duo). All I need is to hear is “so get this, according to the lore …” with some sprinkling of bitch and jerk and shitty camera quality with shitty lighting and BOOM season one!

Jinx and Sam hanging out in the 'Sibling Issues' and 'My sibling saw me doing some fucked up shit and was terrified' clubs

thinking abt sam whinchester hrs

Sam learning to live with Azazel's blood is such weirdly real representation of having to live with a chronic illness. I don't enjoy the 'disabilities as curses' rep for obvious reasons but I loved that episode with the rugaru(?) where he fights so hard to save that ruguru guy bcs 'he deserves to live' and all, and his line at the end when Dean asks to talk about his powers: "There's nothing to say, because it's not in you the way it's in me. It's just something I have to deal with." is so so real to me; like I've felt that same sentiment when talking with others about my disabilities.