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My new hobby in tumblr is getting obsessed with fandoms I have never heard about. I never watched/played/read the canon story—and I will not—, but I really appreciate the passion the artists have :)
(You have no idea how disappointed I got when I found out Mouthwashing wasn’t a movie/series, but a game. And artists makes it looks so beautiful, while the game’s graphics is so 😟 anyway, I love them)
Help me !!! saku said that we will get an Valentine’s Day audio. But I forgot which character… it was Isaac or Xanthus I can’t find the information in the long live stream PLS ANYONE TELL ME !!!
NVM I FOUND IT ITS XANTHAS YAHHHHHHH YIPPPEEEE
Guys I have listened to Xanthus audio part 9 so often. I am smiling trough it THE ANGST ISNT ANGSTIE ENOUGH ANYMORE !!!
Isaac final audio was great. Never imagined a fictional character can have such control over my emotions. Thank you Isaac, thank you for the 3 years old series and thank you Zsakuva. Isaac will always be special and seeing him getting the love and comfort he deserves makes all my problems disappear. Live laugh love Isaac … we will see you in the future 🙏 I’m not crying IM NOTT PLS SOMEBODY HELPPP
Tired Smoking
Following your boss bad habit
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A day off.
It’s been a few weeks after Vic’s dead and Isaac is finally starting to be like himself again. The smell of cigarettes is gone as also empty bottles of whisky staking on the kitchen table.
But you, yourself seem to drift of more from yourself. But lucky you have a day of tomorrow since Isaac wanted prepare the garden for the season change.
It’s 2 am and as you enjoyed your own company since Isaac was not around. You had a great time though watching movies, a nice cup of tea, sweets, reading in your room and following your own hobbies.
Since you planned on staying up all night you decided to grab a few sweets to look up to the sky. It’s strangely something you find to enjoy after you got here… well rather brought here.
On your way to the kitchen and back. Passing the living room. You assumed Isaac was asleep since there are no lights on in the studies nor anywhere else, still it gave you a reason to be extra quiet.
You couldn’t help yourself but smile as you think of him… but he seems so distance. You knew why but still gave it your all… asking him what his favorite fruits are so you could do a cake out of it… what his favorite dish is… favorite tea… and favorite sweets. He appreciated your comfort but it didn’t do much… and you just reminded yourself of what you got yourself into. You snap back to reality standing in the living-room. You sigh as you spot a package of cigarettes on the sofa. He probably forgot them but you had this urge to smoke even though you hated them and never smoked in your life… staying 10m away after he had his cigarette break because the smell was EW !!!
You grab the package and it was already half empty… next to it the lighter and it was blue … like the color of his mothers favorite flower… „blue orchids“ what a surprise. You took one out and told yourself that if it helps Isaac to forget it will help you too.
A small light appears in the dark room, bringing it closer to your mouth as a quiet “psh” sound tickels your ears. A small inhale and coughs leaving your lungs as you cover your mouth to stay quiet… it feels DISGUSTING !!! you did it again but less coughing.
Now you’re on the floor of the living-room smoking as eating the candy’s as you look up to the sky… the stars are beautiful. Thinking about your life, the cases, your work, the moments the two of your shared and ofc.. him. The cigarette slowly loses fire but you inhale it one more time.
As suddenly the lights turn on… the window reflecting a tall figure. oh oh
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OMG HEY I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO THIS BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY… ITS MY FIRST TIME WRITING ANYTHING SO PLEASE BE NICE !!! So I wanted to start easy more a listener view since yk I thought it would be interesting
Only listened to his audio to hopefully hear something about Isaac and Xanthus 🙏
I feel sorry so sorry for Xanthus. We all know that listener will survive since they are needed for the story to be continued. But Xanthus voice, reaction and the screams got my legs weak
IS IT JUST ME OR IS ZSAKUVA AVOIDING XANTHUS AUDIO ??? ITS BEEN 7 AUDIOS CLOSE TOO 4 MONTHS ??? BRO I NEED HIM LIKE TOO KNOW IF HE DIES OR NOT ???
Am I the only one that didn’t like it at all, that listener kissed Isaac in the 5th part. Like that’s so weird. It dosent make sense, we all know he’s fine but still …
SAKU WHEN I CATCH YOU SAKU- SAKU WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU-😭😭
Alex’s audio fucking did something too me, because I empathize so much with the listener in this audio, Alex’s words are like a dagger that just twists and gets shoved deeper and deeper in me it sucks😭😭 I loved it sm
More character/ listener headcannons!!!(Zsakuva, Yuurivoice, and Desmond ASMR edition^^)
ZsakuVA^^
My Darling and my Barista (Elias’ listener) personally knew and dated back in high school^^
Pickle ad Issac do the thing where they slowly hold hands while sitting or working together.
Perfect(Kaysons listener) has a photo of them and Kayson as a photo in their room.
Elias used to skate.
Love knows how to use more then just a knife as a weapon😭
Yuurivoice^^
Sugarboo constantly likes touching or holding one of the boys as a comfort thing.
Casper is 1 year older then Charlie.
Rookie leaves notes for Auron with a granola bar or water, or sometimes coffee.
Sunflower has a pet spider. And I will die on that hill.
Angel likes to crawl on Lucien’s shoulders, and play with his horns randomly.
Desmond ASMR
Baroness wears jewels constantly, and anytime when she looses them Castin will IMMEDIATELY without fail just buy her new ones rather then try and find it.
Rhett and the queen dance with each other in their courtyard on special occasions.
Cupcake had a pet rat, that died due to getting into chemical(she cried for days).
It’s already stated that VP tends to copy women who are wealthy so I imagine that she sometimes has outfits that parallel or are based on the Baroness’ outfits.
Tigeress can drink like a mf(since she’s a pirate duh) and has won each and every drinking game she has participated in.
Recently got into the Desmond ASMR channel and it’s great- BUT WHYY, JUST WHY?? I KNOW HIS MOTTO IS “quality over quantity” BUT THE DUDES GOING HEAVY ON THE “quality over quantity” JESUS-
Okay, REACTION TIME FOR SMOKE AND MIRRORS.
Starting off with Mr. Davenport, hello sir, yes I do think he's fine as hell, don't judge me-
PALI'S ART YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, UGH I LOVE HERRRRRRRR
AND FERNNNNNN KYAAAAAA I MISSED THEM "You just binged their channel like last month-" "I STILL MISS THEM SHUT UP-"
Still haven't listened to Pebbles yet, I need to get around to that-
I want Professor Henrietta to be real so I can have tea with her and listen to her talk about her creations.
Ms. Griffin is my role model now, I need to be her-
Ookay then, got some static between Davenport and Brownlow, cool.... Wonder what exactly was the situation between them.
All right, so missing persons case featuring an agent that IS NOT supposed to have been caught, two people who don't want to be on the same team but boss put his foot down, one is NOT to be trusted with any fancy gadgets, and there's also a past partnership gone sour which probably has a great story that'll come up in a somewhat tense moment later on.
*spawns outside Ms. Parker's window, presses paw against glass* I'M VERY EXCITED ABOUT THIS MA'AM THANK YOU-
I made the boi-
I shall call him Zar'ika which means little Zaros in Mando'a (aka Star Wars language aka Nyx is being a nerd again, shut up cat-)
I love him dearly-
Little zaros? Yup
(mhhmm and they dared to call him the penchant of promiscuity )
(All templates for the fabric details belong to @/keimaneuwu [twitter])
Chance Encounter
"Best of luck with the trials, Sarl Zaros!" "We wish you the best."
ft. @souvlia
Original ref from Pinterest: https://au.pinterest.com/pin/183662491064735190/
Okay, maybe a hot take- I don’t want the Earis and Zaros to have an enemies to lovers arc. I mean, if it happens, great 👍🏾
But I think I’d rather them be rivals to allies/friends. I feel like it’d fit their dynamic more (just my own thoughts)
Me and @souvlia bring Zaros’s #1 supporters okay, I will fight for that man-
Part 2 of my mom asking me about my ASMR crochet projects XD
I wonder if I can convince her to listen to the Noble Trials though…
Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt. 5 (sappy edition okay...)
Escaped Audios
"I can't do it! I just... I can't hurt you. Because- I can't let you go. There has to be another way. I don't know if I'm delusional, I don't know if I'll be making everything worse, but- I just can't do it. Because- because I want you. I want you so badly. I don't know what I'm doing, but I've never felt this way before. I want you so badly, I feel like I'm going crazy because even though the whole world is crashing down around me, all I can think about is- kissing you." (Matador Gothic Part Five: Rescuing Your Vampire Ally)
"No- don't leave yet. Because I- I've been thinking about a lot of stuff. About the things I regret. About the things I'm afraid that I'll regret if I do them. [...] I think that's all just me coming up with excuses, because I don't know what would happen if I- if I told you- I want you. [...] I haven't stopped thinking about you since the day we met. Ever since you came outside and brought me that to-go box. [...] Whenever I think of the future, all I do is wonder what I'd have to do to keep you in it. Every time I try something new, the first thing I do is imagine sharing it with you. Every time I listen to a song, all I can do is imagine it being the soundtrack to our first kiss. [...] I wasted so much time worrying about what I might regret doing that I never stopped to worry about what I might regret not doing. And I've taken chances on so many stupid things that I might as well take a chance on something that really matters. And I know- that no matter what- I'm going to regret not taking this chance." (My Greasefire Life Episode Six: Pancakes for Dinner)
"Hush. Don't cry. Everything is gonna be okay. [...] I know I'm dying... but I won't be gone. I'll still be out there... somewhere. Somewhere, there's a guy who doesn't know you yet, and his name is Benji, and he works at a Blockbuster on 4th Street. He doesn't know you yet, but he's gonna meet you and fall in love like he's never been in love before. He's gonna see you and realize that very second that he'd do anything for you. He'll drive across the country with you, start a new life with you, and never feel regret or fear again because he knows that, no matter what, you'll be there with him." (Chronus Seven: Part Eight- Finale)
Good Boy Audios:
"But... I don't expect... you could ever understand. And I don't want you to either. You mean too much to me. Because even if- I know- it's never gonna happen- even though- you have no interest in me... I'm in love with you. Isn't that the best joke you ever heard? [...] She's- she's crying. What's- what's the matter, Faithful? Eh? Why aren't you- smiling- you're supposed to- laugh at a bastard like me... right?" (Bastard Warrior: Treasure Hunt with a Bastard and an Artificer)
"But ah- yeah. He loves you. A lot as well. How much? Well, let me tell you. He looks at you, and he sees an angel. And he won't make a move... because he's unworthy of you. You're a lot stronger than he is. Ah, shut up. We both know you don't need to fight monsters to be strong. Being strong is sticking to your beliefs. Even when things get rough." (Bastard Warrior: Saving Your Bastard Warrior)
"When are you going to be a fucking man and admit your feelings for her?! I see the way you look at her. I see the way she looks at you! You're both so perfect together. And yeah, I have feelings for her, and sure I fantasize a little bit, but you know what? I am rooting for you guys! You're both... you're both so cool and... and I love you guys..." (Bastard Warrior: Getting Drunk with Your Idiot Lovers)
ZsakuVA:
"I'm not taking pity on you! I love you! Yes, I do. I don't love anyone I come across. I'm capable of a lot, and I can love many people at once, but you fill my heart the most. As of right now, yes. So I'm more than happy to give what I have to you if I don't end up coming back. [...] It's okay. Maybe you'll see me again. And if you don't... I'll still be with you. [...] All I want is for you to be happy. To wake up in the morning and smile that you live for another day. I want you to go out there and find what you've forgotten. Catch up on things you missed. You deserve that much at the very least. Like I said... I love you. I always will love you." (Dontis: Sharing Secrets with an Incubus)
"It was the worst mistake. He did what no being should have done. That even the wisest cannot control. He loved me. And I could not give it to him in return. In his eyes swam a pain I had never been allowed to see. A secret he kept closest to his heart. He knew what I would do if I found out. And I was ready to run in that moment. But for the first time... I was stopped by a strange yearning to heal him... comfort him... to embrace the unbreakable and soothe his fears of being alone once again. And despite my own warnings... despite my mind yelling at me to go... I realized it was also my fear." (Dontis: The Incubus and the Vampire)
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Had to yell at @souvlia XD
My first Saku stream!!!! Kya, this was fun >w<
Also just a reminder of these audios.
THERE’S BEEN SO MUCH FLUFFFFFFFFFFF- THE ANGST IS GONNA COME DOWN HARD-
*HAS YEETED STUDYING OUT THE WINDOW-*
When the angst king makes fluff, awwwwwwwwwww XD
*HAS YEETED STUDYING OUT THE WINDOW-*
When the angst king makes fluff, awwwwwwwwwww XD
The Ilves Crest Crochet Tapestry
I locked in last night lol, just finished this-
Original design by ZsakuVA, border pattern by naztazia on YouTube, tapestry pattern made by me on Stitchfiddle.
Random notes:
So the actual stats of this thing: The actual creative process started January 23 (I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR THAT LONG?!?!?!?!!?) when I asked Saku if it was okay to try crocheting his design. Crocheting took a little over 7 weeks and ~108 hours? But with a bunch of interruptions due to college and family stuff. Luckily I bought more than enough yarn to finish this, since I found out a week after I started that JoAnn was closing (they had the best yarn selection I'd ever seen too 😭). It is 57.25 in. long (~1.5 m) and 47 in. wide (~1. 2 m).
I thought about making this like- an actual wall-hanging tapestry, but as it got longer I saw that it made a really nice blanket so I decided to just keep it as a throw. Definitely my biggest project to date...
Crochet list is still going for the VAs lol... I kind of want to make a wearable for myself though, so one small plushie attack to take a break from the big projects, then I'm going to make myself a spiderweb coat! If anyone has ideas on what I could make for the VAs, I'd love to hear them- Saku's down, for Nora I want to make a giant stuffed onigiri pillow... I think for Scythe I want to make JayJay's red panda plushie Advoo, but I feel like I could make something more epic. For Escaped, Mage, and GBA I have no idea what to make.
Anyway hope you guys like it!!!! This was super fun, and I'm really really proud of how it came out.
And thank you Saku, your work is super inspiring and I hope I did your design justice!
Cheers, lovelies <3
-🖤🐈⬛
Hold on pal I've got something for you
Nyeheheheheh2h2h22hHEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHEHEHHEHE BYEEEEEE
Two things I would buy from VAs in a heartbeat:
STICKERS. And I already have, also planning to get more after this semester's finished as a lil gift to myself (I have a bunch of Obi's stickers saved on my wishlist aaaaaaa)
A book or a novel from them- I know a few of them mentioned in some past streams that they had a manuscript or a novel they were working on and that inspired some of their work. I don't know if they'll finish it or if the idea's been scrapped, but I would absolutely buy a copy if they ever published something. (books have been one of my true loves since childhood, it'd be a neat addition to my library XD)
“Perfect fit. What do you think?”
“OKAY SOUNDTRACK-”
Okay I've readjusted my rankings:
Made me tear up and take some deep breaths: ZsakuVA, Nora ASMR
Made me ugly sob for two or more minutes: Escaped Audios, Scythe Audio, Good Boy Audios
The comfort VAs: Mage Bunkshelf, Capital M Audios, Fern VA, Obsidian Lantern
However I think Mage has the power to leave the comfort ranking and quickly join one of the other two categories- they have power, I can sense it-
Final conclusion, be wary of anyone with "audio" in their username-
Thank you guys for the help, I appreciate it!!!
Also thanks to @souvlia for the poll suggestion!
I just passed the 2/3 mark for the tapestry, I’ve got about 47 more rows to go and some finishing touches. I think the next update will be the finished piece.